just a simple hello

hey well i have been out til 2:00a.m evey night and i am sooo tierd i actually have been sleeping on a danm couch for the last 4 days because i have been crashing at her crib haha o my back is killing me haha well i am about to be out. going to the mall with my girl kat soo ttyl x0

yea rip daddy

So the 12th was my dads 50th birthday the past away 3 mhonts ago and i miss him more then any thing in this world i would do anything just to get him back and hug him one more time. He was my hero my everything i miss him sooo much! he ws diagnosed with M.S 15 yrs ago then he had throught, lung, and liver cancer he was a fighter no doubt about it and i am so pround to calll this man my father,dad,daddy he always found a way to  make me happy when i was upset he had my back through everything even thoguh he couldnt do to much becaus he was in a wheel chair. I miss his smile and laugh more than anything and the way he sead i love you and not being abel hear or see him is killing me i was a big daddys girl and i never thought i would loose him i prayed for him as much as i could for him to get better and i only seen him progress worse day by day I am ANGRY and pisst that god took him away from me and it changed me soo much the day he died i can not cry in front of people because i grew up to be so strong i just cant but seeing him laying there in his casket the days of his funeral roke my heart nto a thousand little pieces how can god take some one who meant th world to me my dad and mybest friend why i ask this question every day. I go to see him about every day and talk to him tell him how things are going and how i miss him. And i do very very much To eevry one who has lost some one who wa very close to them i wish them my love because i have to say so myself it is the hards thing any one can go through :'( RIP DADDY I LOVE YOU !

oo no

ok so it has been a couple more days with the Revlon mascara and ehh its ok u cnt put to much on because it will shed in your eye and irritate it unfortunately i went through that in school haha it looked like i was high my eyes were blood shot lol but if i had to buy it again no i deff would not soo i went to wall mart with my cousin jaime and i bought the new loreal Cologne mascara and this stuff works great i love it. i love all loreal mascaras they all work so good but i sill think my fav is the loreal voluminous one :D

Revlon double twist mascara

 So i bought the new Revlon double twist mascara and i read good reviews about it on yahoo answers but i think i should of watched some reviews on you tube! so i went to the store with me sister and i bought her one to and i was all excited. i put the wand in the tube and it was good no clumps on the brush because Revlon is known for that then i took it out to put it on this morning for school and the wand was clumpy but i said w.e and put it on any ways it is a really good mascara i love the formula and the brush i already have rlly long eyelashes but this made them more thick and long i love it the only down fall about it is the clumpyness on the brush so if u hate mascaras that do that then u should pass on this item but honestly it rlly dsnt bother me :D So thats my review on the RIMMEL  DOUBLE TWIST MASCARA

new computer/grad party

OK so on Sunday was my grad party it was fun i had friends over later and we played beer pong :D but on Monday i cashed all my cheeks and got my self a MAC laptop for school and for home use I'm so excited I'm using it right now (Ha ) SO yea well I'm not going to school tomorrow because it is senior cut day thank god lol but yea now that i have a my laptop i can make YouTube videos sooooo sooo soo excited about that but not right now because  I'm pmsing and I'm braking out lol you guys did not need to no that but oo wells well its late and i got to finish a criminal justice project :/ nightie night fellow blogers