yea rip daddy

So the 12th was my dads 50th birthday the past away 3 mhonts ago and i miss him more then any thing in this world i would do anything just to get him back and hug him one more time. He was my hero my everything i miss him sooo much! he ws diagnosed with M.S 15 yrs ago then he had throught, lung, and liver cancer he was a fighter no doubt about it and i am so pround to calll this man my father,dad,daddy he always found a way to  make me happy when i was upset he had my back through everything even thoguh he couldnt do to much becaus he was in a wheel chair. I miss his smile and laugh more than anything and the way he sead i love you and not being abel hear or see him is killing me i was a big daddys girl and i never thought i would loose him i prayed for him as much as i could for him to get better and i only seen him progress worse day by day I am ANGRY and pisst that god took him away from me and it changed me soo much the day he died i can not cry in front of people because i grew up to be so strong i just cant but seeing him laying there in his casket the days of his funeral roke my heart nto a thousand little pieces how can god take some one who meant th world to me my dad and mybest friend why i ask this question every day. I go to see him about every day and talk to him tell him how things are going and how i miss him. And i do very very much To eevry one who has lost some one who wa very close to them i wish them my love because i have to say so myself it is the hards thing any one can go through :'( RIP DADDY I LOVE YOU !